Support

Support is so important. A simple, "Hey there how's it going," would do wonders from the person you love.

A little insight into my world, my perception of time is very different than the average persons, at least I think. Minutes for me seem like hours, hours feel like days and days feel like weeks. Weeks feel like an eternity especially when not supported. I need to make sure not to offend, there are people that help support me in other ways but the one person I need it from won't waiver.

I feel like I'm about to have a bomb dropped on me from a 50 story building, not a bomb that goes BOOM! but a dud that just goes...Squish! It may be time to crust over again and take a long (eternal) break from loving anything or anyone again. Frustrating because my passion has never and will never leave me, which is what makes this hurt so much more. Will try to redirect into something more positive....we'll see.