Relationships

I've come to realize that through out my entire life I've never really grown up with or seen very many positive relationships. Aside from what Hollywood tells us what relationships are supposed to be, my actual life experience and knowledge are very limited in the arena. I do realize that I am a hopeless romantic in so many ways, but shouldn't a good/positive relationship be pretty easy going and no major conflicts (other than maybe big ones like kids, houses...etc). Most days I just want someone that I can talk to, someone that is happy to see me and wants to hug me when they don't see me for days or weeks. Neither party should have to walk on eggshells around the other, in fear that they might upset the way of things. I feel like it should be as easy as breathing.

Path to the Future

Life is coming down to a series of decisions. Decisions that could potentially change everything for either the better or the worst. How to make the right decisions is a confounding process. I have the choice to pursue my lifes dreams and continue down the path that I've sewn through my own decisions or to put many of these dreams behind and move on to a life that i , up until recently have never thought an option. I feel like I've hit a major fork in the road, where one path will lead me farther away from those I care about but the other path will lead me further away from the dreams and goals that I've set out for so many years. I know why this decision is becoming harder and harder as the days go on, but I'm still torn. I need to take some time to meditate and really re-focus my attention to the universe. Perhaps the answer is out there and I just need to listen.