Enter by Form. Exit by Form

I was once in a place where time seemed to stop and nothing could interfere. In the next few months (throughout the rest of my life) I intend to find a similar space to occupy because that of the time that was is no longer achievable. That was that moment, on to find the next. Awareness has fallen by the wayside, it's time to bring it back to the forefront where I can focus and regain another moment of clarity. No more half hearted achievements, as my sound stems from my soul so shall the rest of my life. Life is an art form. I strive to be open and aware; to ascend the bonds of materialism, capitalism...consumerism! What I have and, where I am going is my focus. I am willing to die for my music, plunging into the life of the naive creativity that surrounds us. My cup is empty.

Support

Support is so important. A simple, "Hey there how's it going," would do wonders from the person you love.

A little insight into my world, my perception of time is very different than the average persons, at least I think. Minutes for me seem like hours, hours feel like days and days feel like weeks. Weeks feel like an eternity especially when not supported. I need to make sure not to offend, there are people that help support me in other ways but the one person I need it from won't waiver.

I feel like I'm about to have a bomb dropped on me from a 50 story building, not a bomb that goes BOOM! but a dud that just goes...Squish! It may be time to crust over again and take a long (eternal) break from loving anything or anyone again. Frustrating because my passion has never and will never leave me, which is what makes this hurt so much more. Will try to redirect into something more positive....we'll see.

Purpose

I do what I do simply because I have to. The choice of doing anything else is non-existent. Some would argue that we all have a choice. Although this is true I refrain from denying my inner-happiness. So many others have shelved their dreams to maintain material desires, instant gratification. Don't complain about not being happy if you're not willing to do what it takes, what it truly takes to achieve your dreams. What are you willing to give up to have unlimited happiness. I'm willing to do anything to achieve my happiness and live my life the way my soul sends me. Hard times have come, hard times have gone and will continue to ebb and flow throughout the span of the universe. The only way to truly make a mark is to fight for your dreams and never give up. I'm here because I was meant to be, and I intend to make something of it. It's time to listen, truly listen and dive head first into my purpose.