I wonder if the path I'm on is the right one? There are signs along the way either lighting the path or taking you astray. Have the signs that I've been seeing simply leading me away from the true path that I should be following?
I know that all I feel in this universe, in this life is the awkwardly strong pull to create. I'm not sure if part of my path is to show others how to create or not? The idea of walking away from the last two years of education seems a little selfish in that I wouldn't be doing the "right" thing for future generations but would be doing what's right for me? A walking contradiction, I know that I can't make everyone happy, hell I know that I can't make anyone happy but myself. But how to know whether to change the path or keep walking. I would hate to waste anymore time walking someone else's path instead of directly walking toward my goals? At what point does doing something that feels wrong, become the wrong path?
